I can’t comprehend how we tend to forget. To move on and, never look back. Never to truly see or, even understand why some things happened and, how we act. I wish I could understand, why it never crossed my mind to look back. Maybe that’s why I’m now breaking apart. Filled with wishes that … Continue reading Obliterated Memories
Getting drunk to get lost
This burning feeling down my throat, diverting if even for a moment the pain that takes me here every night. Feelings I don’t seem to be able to run from, no matter how much I come here. No matter how much I hide, I don’t seem to succeed. They always find a way to knock … Continue reading Getting drunk to get lost
Emotional Abyss
Falling to my knees is my relief from all this pain. My life’s heavy, it crushes my soul and causes my dismay. This feeling of bleakness shuts all my doors and, makes it hard to self-control. My existence is trapped in an endless loop that constantly breaks me apart. Constantly losing my appetite is making … Continue reading Emotional Abyss
My lover
Looking into your blue eyes, every time I got lost as my soul wandered into that unique tranquil place. I felt the breeze of your care grazing the backbone of my existence and shaping the essence of my soul. A place only I can be. A place you’d only accepted me to be part of. … Continue reading My lover
As negative as they seem?
Regrets, sorrow and anger. Three emotions we all feel at some point. Inherently thought to be negative and part of an unnecessary but inevitable feeling of guilt. We are taught to neglect these ¨negative¨ emotions and move forward while placing them in oblivion. However, I challenge you to do something technically different. I challenge you … Continue reading As negative as they seem?
His facade
Slipping through the small cracks of the closed windows, a golden ray finds his way to the slumbering face of this young man. This gentle warm touch wakes him up and, reminds him of the beginning of a new day. A new day, to give it his all. The young man tries to brush off … Continue reading His facade
As a whole
Constantly regarded as one but, never as a whole. Constantly remembered, compared or judged as just a piece of our persona. The complete sense of ourselves lost in a perspective imposed by others. Bound, to be just one piece of myself and never to be recognized as my all. We are born as this, we … Continue reading As a whole
My eternal mistake
Young and destroyed; I have experienced the grace of heaven, the struggle of being on earth and the agonizing flames of hell. Letting go of what was important I engulfed myself in selfish desire. I decided to throw it all away just to have a taste of their sinful pleasures. A moment so short I … Continue reading My eternal mistake
Out of the mind
Gone once again. “Lost in my own world” as they say. Looking into the nothingness of my sight. Having complete control of my view but not of that moment. Just looking at it, lost in thought but, not really paying it any attention. The feeling of just being there entertained in your consciousness for a … Continue reading Out of the mind
That one friend
The one who sees through my everyday façade, pushes me forward and gives me the courage to continue. That one special person I can count on no matter what, always looks out for me. The only one that truly knows my soul and can build me back together after crashing down. The one who can … Continue reading That one friend
Textual Tensions 