Falling to my knees is my relief from all this pain. My life’s heavy, it crushes my soul and causes my dismay. This feeling of bleakness shuts all my doors and, makes it hard to self-control. My existence is trapped in an endless loop that constantly breaks me apart. Constantly losing my appetite is making … Continue reading Emotional Abyss
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As a whole
Constantly regarded as one but, never as a whole. Constantly remembered, compared or judged as just a piece of our persona. The complete sense of ourselves lost in a perspective imposed by others. Bound, to be just one piece of myself and never to be recognized as my all. We are born as this, we … Continue reading As a whole
My eternal mistake
Young and destroyed; I have experienced the grace of heaven, the struggle of being on earth and the agonizing flames of hell. Letting go of what was important I engulfed myself in selfish desire. I decided to throw it all away just to have a taste of their sinful pleasures. A moment so short I … Continue reading My eternal mistake
That one friend
The one who sees through my everyday façade, pushes me forward and gives me the courage to continue. That one special person I can count on no matter what, always looks out for me. The only one that truly knows my soul and can build me back together after crashing down. The one who can … Continue reading That one friend
Obliterating our possibility
Scared, terrified even, of moving towards what we feel it’s right. Frozen in the fortress of our mind being the witness to the constant clashing between our desire and our conscious inhibition. We stop in the time of our thoughts, paralyzed, giving up to our everlasting fear without trying on our most precious and concealed … Continue reading Obliterating our possibility
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